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تأملات في الخلق 1


ذاهبةٌ لكي أصلي
وإن كان لا يبدو لكم  ... 
على طريقتي
وفي مكان من إختياري
قبة الصخرة يمناي
ومقبره المسلمين على يساري

هنا يرقد جدي و جدتي 
ما عرفاني بالحياه
ولكنهما في رؤية زاراني ...
أرد الزيارة  - بالجسد ...

في يوم جامع ... 

أصعد على الحائط
غير مبالية بنظرات المصلين
على الأرض ... 
النساء لا تأتي لهذه المنطقة 
لم أكن أعرف ذلك -- وإن عرفت ...فلن أبالي...

يخطب الإمام وهم يتحدثون
أنظر إلى جبل الزيتون
يكبر ... فيصمتون. 
تقبل الأحجار جبيني
أناجي .... 
السماء 
تلقي بجلبابها ... 
وتظهر برموزها أمامي ... 


قد أخسر كل شيءٍ في سبيلك --
راضية
قد يتغير الكون --
قد لا يتغير أي شيء.

لا أعلم - أيهما  الأعظم ....
عظيمة هي الشمس في إشعاعها
عظيم هو النار
لكن النور أعظم ...
الأعظم هو من يرحم*

"الرحمان. علم القرآن، خلق الانسان، علمه البيان. الشمس والقمر بحسبان.
والنجم والشجر يسجدان، والسماء رفعها ووضع الميزان." [قران]

* الرحمان الرحيم 
من الرحم
يتكون فيه الجنين، منه نخلق، وفيه نخلق. 
الرحمان: رحيم في عقابه وعقباه
رحمة الله علينا وعليكم 
نقولها في الموت -- الذهاب
لحضن الخالق
الرحمة مؤنث، أي أنيث
أم تحتضن مولد جديد ....
مولودة

-;L

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